Tuesday, March 29, 2011


Softball can be very therapeutic. I am enjoying hitting the sh*t out of the ball. You should try it some time.



Friday, March 25, 2011

Well, another sad week has come to an end. No change. Now I understand when people say they are addicted to food. All I wan to do is eat and get fat.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

My Foot Hurts

My foot hurts. On top. I walked 3.2 miles in the AIDS Walk 2011 on Sunday. Shouldn't my feet hurt on the bottom? I think I pulled a muscle in my foot, straining it by consciously walking around so many cracks, shadows and lines!


Monday, March 14, 2011


Need I say more? Another thing to feel guilty about. God bless the people of Japan.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Now Playing In My Head

Shannon is gone I heard
She's drifting out to sea.
She always liked to swim away.
Maybe she'll find an island with a shady tree
Just like the one in our back yard.
Today is going to be a very down day so it's fitting that I have been hearing this
song in my head for over three days now.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Checking In

The above sign sends me into a panic. Today I have checked my phone, I know, at least 100 times. I have it set to "silent." I constantly check to see if it's blinking. If it's not, I check to see if it was blinking and then stopped.
I have been extremely down since yesterday. I had to call my counselor, and that is something I hardly ever do. She was in the airport, but she answered anyway. I appreciated that so much. So if you're reading this, E.G., thank you very much.
Today I had to do something I wasn't happy about but really have no choice. My life is taking a turn today and I'm not sure in which direction, so that is scaring me to death and I can see my symptoms worsening by the hour.
Tonight we're going to Ash Wednesday service and then to Cafe Express. Hope that will take some of the attention off of the OCD for a few hours.

Wordless Wednesday

Wednesday, March 2, 2011


This Charlie Sheen thing needs to stop. right. now. It's on all the channels day and night and I'm starting to get roped into it. Okay, I admit it. I'm already roped into it. Every hour or so I'm checking to see what Charlie is doing now. I hate it.

Remember when I told you I was obsessing about some friends' posts on Facebook? Well, I thought I'd get smart and block the posts. The only problem is that the curiosity gets the best of me and I cheat and look. So not working. I could "unfriend" but I don't want to lose friends over my OCD. Been there, done that.

I have been getting a lot more visitors here lately. Not sure why; I haven't been writing. LOL Is someone trying to tell me something?